The self-portrait is not revolutionary subject matter. In fact, artists have been using it for centuries as a very common genesis for a work of art.
But why? Is the artist a narcissist, or in some cases, masochist? Perhaps they just want a better look at their own faces; or the model didn’t show up... Personally, i can only ever wear the skin i’m in, so i can really only speak for myself. Physical manifestation, no doubt, limits perspective. But therein lies the attraction and the necessity for creating the self-portrait in the first place: To establish a baseline.
Looking back at all the self-portraits i have created thus farr, i have discovered that hindsight is always 20/20, and if i could've known then what i've learned now... La verdad, the truth, is this:
Life is the most beautiful, fulfilling and rewarding when we seek to serve our highest purpose. When we let everything else fall away, all the self-doubt and all the noise, this is what we have left... The truth.
This is a detail shot of a myriad of things i included in this piece. The stars were created from crushed mirror glass. I like the idea of including reflective surfaces because once you look at the piece, you become part of it, you are reflected in it even if you take note or not. You may not be able to identify physically with the depicted figure, or the situation.... But we can all identify with our own reflection and the story of the human condition.
This detail shows the strip of color peaking out from the camera lens. It was cut from an icc profile i'd printed, but placed here, it becomes the digitized representation of the light entering the camera. The light is transformed into a simplified version of reality and what i was trying to understand... Somehow the message got lost in translation.
This is the original photograph i shot on Jan. 19, 2007. I was staying at the Hyatt on the Sunset Strip, visiting LA for a couple shoots... Like many before me, those of us who are drawn to image making, inevitably end up with nude self-portraits... The reasoning i've deduced is because when you are nude you are completely vulnerable both physically and, more importantly, emotionally. Everything that we put on, every facade we hide behind, every story we tell, is all stripped away. Every insecurity is exposed... What's left is just a body; the vessel that holds the soul for the brief period we're conscious here... The flesh and bone into which each of us has been poured. It is what separates us from the whole and causes us to forget that we are all actually part of something much bigger... we are all part of each other. La Verdad.